It Was Foretold: Feeding my Photographic Anxiety Beast

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Regarding my anxieties surrounding photo-making: my fears. All true. While I worked through a roll of Fomapan during *another* cold snap, I went four days without developing anything. When I set out to do so on Wednesday after finishing the roll, everything felt off.

The choice of developer1, the stubbornly cold water temperature2, that the Mass Dev Chart app does *not* sync preferences between devices3… I could tell from the moment I poured the root beer-like developer into the tank that this was not going to be great.

And it wasn’t. A total regression to the results I could expect when I started developing in 2024 welcomed me from the kitchen sink with an almost pathetic wince.

I hoped they would be recoverable in scanning, but no, well, not really. Runaway highlights, pale shadows, extra grain, too much contrast. It’s all there. I found a way to overdevelop in the most obnoxious-to-me ways.

Fortunately, I don’t believe I’ve been cursed. I developed a roll last night which looks far more promising using a developer I’ve never used before.

One way or another, the results will be shared here!


Camera
Lens
Film
Developer
Scanner
Location
Date(s)



Filing

Nikon F80
Nikon Nikkor AF 50mm f/1.8 D
Arista EDU Ultra 100 (Fomapan Classic 100)
Flic Film Black, White, and Green (1+49)
Plustek 8200i / SilverFast 9
Ottawa, Ontario
March 1, 2026 (1-2)
March 2, 2026 (3-4)
March 4, 2026 (5-10)
Series 7, Roll 030

  1. My record with Black, White, and Green is quite mixed. Good enough for me to finish the small bottle, not good enough to purchase it again. It was the first time I had used it with Fomapan 100 and I mostly chose it because I didn’t want to mix other chemistries from powder (Mic-X, ID-11, D-96, FX-37, Microphen, and Perceptol, all on hand), use Rodinal (due to fear of getting the results I ended up with), or HC-110 (which seems to require constant agitation with the film). I really should have mixed up some Mic-X. ↩︎
  2. Being such a thick developer, I thought to use the pressure of tap water to get the rest of the B/W/G out of my small grad, making the final mix a rather cold 16.5C. I did get the chemistry up to 20C using my sous vide machine, but I got impatient and used it as soon as I saw it reach 20. Not that that would have been a factor: this roll seems rather cooked, so it’s possible that it was warmer than 20? Or that the Flic/MDC time for Foma 100 was too long? ↩︎
  3. I recently dedicated a long-disused iPhone 8 to development timer duties and had just assumed that my inversion defaults would have carried over along with all of my saved times. While I didn’t follow the app’s instructions, it was distracting. ↩︎